birthday, stupidity and others..

sometimes my stupidity leaves me totally dumbfounded.

today's one of my colleague's birthday. she was planning for the party for a long time...discussing with me about what the menu would be, whom to invite and whom to not invite, what should be the shape of the cake etc. etc. i dont know why she asked ME about these things though...cause im no party expert or anything... in fact, im not a good host either. but that doesnt matter, the thing that matters is i forgot her birthday! i mean i didnt actually forget it, it was there before my eyes all the time,,, perhaps my subconscious chose to ignore it. but why?

ok...lets not go deeper... that'll make things more complicated i think.

but the most weird thing is...she called me this morning... i told her that i might be a little late, asked her about how's her cooking going on, how the cake's coming along and all those gibberish, but absolutely forgot to wish her! to make things worse, i remembered that after almost a couple of hours she called. isnt that cool?

i wish i was spending more time in this earth rather than the world that belongs to me only!

The end is the beginning..The beginning is the end??

so here i am...again trying to keep a daily log...which as usual i guess will end up unfed, and finally starved to death. I dont remember how many times in life i've decided to keep a diary, started one with great enthusiasm, continued for a month or two, then slowly let it get lost in the jungle of my books and stuffs. every single time i start with the resolution that this time im gonna make it..this time im gonna keep this till the day i die..and so on...

i think this time,, its no better,,the same thoughts are crossing my mind,, as usual!

origin of the word 'trona'!!

why are all the beautiful words always taken whenever you want to publish a blog or open an email account? i tried for hours with all the words i like in english..not a single one is available! even the bangla words are booked! I tried for almost two hours with patience like a saint,,then I thought now I deserve to be a little impatient so I tried words like 'jhamela', 'jontrona' etc...and they were all taken too. I was so impatient by that time, I typed some letters randomly and bingo!! that one is available...but this time the green letters made me want to smash the screen...there's no way I'm going to register my account as 'mdkndsa'! So I tried 'jontrona' again, and I saw the red words again telling me to stop being stupid coz this wasnt available...I was too tired to try by now, so i just removed the jon from the trona...

so thats where the name came from...'trona' without 'jon'!