i haven't been doing anything recently (ya, big news!). i was struggling with 'life is elsewhere'...this book is going to be the book i have spent the longest time reading! i can't concentrate, i read one paragraph and it gets me thinking, then i think and think and think...and as usual, sink in frustration afterwards. about me. i've turned into a complete ME! all i think about is MY frustrations, MY hopeless future, MY hopeless present, MY hopeless past, well that's about it. and this damn cold doesn't help at all.
the work is getting on my nerves. i have discovered that i can do the work in approximately 1.5 days, so though i'm supposed to spend 3 days in a week for the project, i sit around browsing 2 big f's (flickr and facebook) all day long, i am the biggest procrastinator in history. oh, vashkar might beat me, i donno.
i wish i had a computer in my head...so many things turn up to write in my blog whenever i turn the lights off to sleep, or when i am in the car coming to the office or going home from the office...
i need a break.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
so, this is the last month of 2008. this year passed quickly. mostly because i didn't do anything significant except getting bored, which, by the way, is insignificant. i mean getting bored is insignificant. if somebody needs any clarification, that is.
ok, so let's look at my new years resolution that i posted way back sometime, let me find it first, then i'll paste it here...
1. get a new passport, as my passport will expire next week!
- :D got one :D :D ...donno about the "next week" though :P
2. register for IELTS exam, set the date preferably before Eid-ul-Azha.
-don't remember if it was before eid ul azha or not :S, but i did register and i did take the exam.
3. PREPARE for the IELTS exam!
- THAT, as far as i can remember, was not done..well, when did i ever prepare for anything?
4. after getting the new passport, apply for an indian visa as the plan is to go to kolkata on the eid vacation.
-huh? completely forgot about this one, and it certainly was not done.
5. spend a night or two with babli, as she would be leaving the hall on the 20th.
- DONE :D :D ...god i miss those days!
6. look for possible job options (if any!), target should be to join somewhere from 1st january at the latest!
- oh ok, better not talk about this one.
7. try to have 3 or 4 blue, green and purple hair streaks (preferably before eid).
- shit! i still want it, so it means it certainly wasn't done.
8. buy some books on 'media communication', study and try to write that god damn 'statement of interest'!
- oh right! change of plans.
9. all those books that i bought time to time, left them unread, and didnt care much when some days later they were out of sight, well, should try to excavate them and read all of them!
- i must've been in one of my hyper positive moods when i wrote this one. means not done.
10. same applies for the movies!
- ya right!
11. try to keep daily logs of my achievements!!!
- can't believe i wrote that! what was i thinking?
hmm, no regrets. didn't do many things, which is better than doing a lot of things and regretting afterwards.
we're going to st. martins islands on the eid vacation. i don't like the place very much, but i need to get out of dhaka during eid-ul-azha and have no other option.
watched lost in translation once again last evening. i'm in love.
ok, so let's look at my new years resolution that i posted way back sometime, let me find it first, then i'll paste it here...
1. get a new passport, as my passport will expire next week!
- :D got one :D :D ...donno about the "next week" though :P
2. register for IELTS exam, set the date preferably before Eid-ul-Azha.
-don't remember if it was before eid ul azha or not :S, but i did register and i did take the exam.
3. PREPARE for the IELTS exam!
- THAT, as far as i can remember, was not done..well, when did i ever prepare for anything?
4. after getting the new passport, apply for an indian visa as the plan is to go to kolkata on the eid vacation.
-huh? completely forgot about this one, and it certainly was not done.
5. spend a night or two with babli, as she would be leaving the hall on the 20th.
- DONE :D :D ...god i miss those days!
6. look for possible job options (if any!), target should be to join somewhere from 1st january at the latest!
- oh ok, better not talk about this one.
7. try to have 3 or 4 blue, green and purple hair streaks (preferably before eid).
- shit! i still want it, so it means it certainly wasn't done.
8. buy some books on 'media communication', study and try to write that god damn 'statement of interest'!
- oh right! change of plans.
9. all those books that i bought time to time, left them unread, and didnt care much when some days later they were out of sight, well, should try to excavate them and read all of them!
- i must've been in one of my hyper positive moods when i wrote this one. means not done.
10. same applies for the movies!
- ya right!
11. try to keep daily logs of my achievements!!!
- can't believe i wrote that! what was i thinking?
hmm, no regrets. didn't do many things, which is better than doing a lot of things and regretting afterwards.
we're going to st. martins islands on the eid vacation. i don't like the place very much, but i need to get out of dhaka during eid-ul-azha and have no other option.
watched lost in translation once again last evening. i'm in love.
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