jibberish

dealing with immature people is one thing that leaves you drained. they will always victimize themselves, always speaking to you defensively, so you are forced to be the evil, offensive one...even if you don't mean to be. i am glad that i am learning to avoid them as much as i can. they just add discomfort, nothing else. shoo! shoo! - to all discomfort creating elements!

ok, i was busy with a translation project which ended (thank god!) the day before yesterday. now i am happy again! my fingers hurt with too much guitar practice, although the progress seems too low. but i'm keeping my morales high and sticking to everyday practice. a realization should be noted here. you need to show off whatever you're doing. this is a very cynical world. if you don't show off, nobody will for a moment believe that you're any good. i'm the most cynical person i know, but i think my surroundings will beat me to it anytime.

sharm has moved to dhaka for good. it feels good. it would've felt better if i had some money in my pocket, but 'i'm poor but i'm happy'. all the people i really care for are just within my reach. happiness, happiness. peace all around! god, i sound so much like those barbie-doll look-alike yoga freaks! well, i guess the last statement wasn't very yoga :|

ok signing off now. just started reading 'dhaka puran' by mijanur rahman. i'll go back to that.