Monday, July 9, 2007

feverish gibberish!

i took two weeks off from the office. nope, its not for a vacation in paris or the seychelles (ah, how i wish..), its for the horrible ugly cough i got. the cough is not that bad these days...but the weakness is almost killing me. as long as i stay in bed, read books, write a blog, im fine. but the moment i step outside, my legs start to think they are marshmallows!

the team leader isnt very happy about the whole thing i think. well, hello, I am the sufferer here! you are there all healthy and lively, working away the hours, not a worry in the world, well, look at me, pale, drained, coughing my inside out, bedridden, worrying every minute if this shitty state will be with me the rest of my life...god, i pity myself! never ever did i think something like this could happen. ok, i always did look sickly, but i seldom fell sick rite? its horrible, to be like this. not that i feel like jumping to work, i was never a workaholic, a lazy-bum is the word which describes me perfectly. but still, i dont feel good inside a sick body. i dont want to be strong and all like schwarzenegger or whatever, just a body that is not coughing all the time, not weakened by the change of the weather, and whose limbs behave just like themselves. yes, im quite happy with that. errr, why do these ramblings of mine remind me of professor 'enry 'iggins? better stop this topic here.

so two weeks in my hand, should i make a list of the things i should do? umm..well, on second thought, may be i shouldnt, the future of any to-do list i made in the past was something i should not talk about. anyways, i think im gonna watch some movies, read some good books, and try to write reviews on them (ah, sounds so good!). and try to put an entry here everyday? well, lets just think about it ok?

2 comments:

Anika said...

somehow the comment i made here went to the previous post.... just delete that

nowhere girl said...

done.