Thursday, July 3, 2008

rainy day wonderings

this week is a waste. didn't work a bit, can't concentrate. and tomorrow i have to deliver the file. feeling like running away somewhere. world is too complicated. cool, now i sound like a 16 years old emotional wreck.

a lot has happened in the meantime, i mean after my last post. that tour to cox's bazar was canceled and we went to rajshahi...that was one hell of a tour...nothing to talk about, but spending time with tuhi and sharmee is always good, if the three of us can match our free times, that is. but i'm still hopeful about the cox's bazar trip...may be we'll go sometime this month.

i also went to srimangal with vashkar's shooting team, and tazeen went with me. we two were there for the weekend. but lauachhora was a big disappointment, i heard so many oohs and aahs from people coming back from there, i think i was expecting something spectacular, or may be it's just because this kind of beauty is not simply of my taste. i donno. but i liked the tea gardens. they have some kind of solemn serenity, the dark green bushes standing still against the backdrop of ash gray clouds... lets stop this here or i'll end up writing a poem!

i started reading the glass palace, and i have a new place in my wishlist for visiting. i have to go to rangoon and mandalay. i just have to. and i have to go to kolkata, kashmir, bhutan, tibet, jaysalmir, sumatra, java, alaska, iceland, antarctica, mars, pluto...well, shouldn't try naming all the places, the list will never end. and i think not one of them will get crossed out from the list either. oh nononono, no frustrations...i'm all positive now...though i see everything around me falling apart...relationships, friendships, marriageships, loveships, and all those bullships, i mean, bullshits...but i'll be positive...life is but a half-empty glass...and you are only but to see the half-filled part.

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