Friday, August 29, 2008

absolute freedom is boring.

it's saturday morning 9 o'clock, and i'm wondering what i'm going to do all day. vashkar is busy with shooting their new ad, my colleagues are gone for the weekend for a mini trip in jamuna resort, tuhi is most probably busy visiting (or entertaining) her parents/in-laws/sister/sister-in-laws/cousins/nieces/nephews/ husband's friends/some undefined people. and sharmee is away. in fact, this is the first time i realize, now that sharmee is gone...i have no one to talk to except vashkar. and nowhere to go to. today's options are, i. jamuna resort: for which i'm late already, and the sound of the place doesn't make me all excited about spending two whole days and a night there. ii. going to jewel's place: he has invited me over to his place as his parents/siblings have all gone to uk, and his wifey is out on duty all day in her hospital. i know what going to his empty flat implies, and i'm not the least interested. iii. i can call dhrubo and go on a date of some kind, but i'm sure he's not going to receive my phone call, or even if he does, he'll make excuses of all kind. iv. i can go to vashkar's shooting and sit in a corner bored. i am not 'creative' enough to participate (not that i think making advertisements is anywhere near creativity though!), so i'll just have to sit and watch a bunch of 'creative' people acting so, errr.. 'creative'! v. sit home and fuel my frustration.

none of these seem very promising. and i know option v is the destiny for me. not only for this saturday, but for all my goddamn life. (see, i have started it already!, i mean the 'fuel my frustration' stuff.)

dhatteri! i wish sharmee was here in dhaka. i feel like a destitute without her.

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