well well

i've been considering devoting myself to work for the last few days. i mean i was busy considering for the last few days, not doing any work. and of course, whenever i sit down with my mind set on working and working only, i always remember things like the unwashed duvet cover or the un-vacuummed carpet or the unwashed dishes in the sink or the yet unseen friend updates on facebook. i do all that and discover it's 12am. i have to get up early tomorrow, i have appointments starting from 11 o'clock. but how can i go to sleep without doing anything today? so i start working. then i think...well, i saw that photo from the physics dept. alumni group on facebook, how about the group that we had on facebook? our english dept. group? ok, i'll just have a quick look if it's still active or not then get back to work again. so i go and check it. wow, this group has 250+ pictures. let's see these...after all, we all belong to the same clan! so i spend another one and a half hour looking at pictures of people i barely know. and after that, i get so nostalgic, i think, well, what do i do with all these beautiful emotions? let's write a blog! and i start writing thinking i would write about shushilda, and nasir bhai, and the corridor, and the notice board, and the river cruise where in all the pictures i look like a cranky mother of two, and the teachers whom i hated and loved at the same time, and all the lovely faces on the corridor (at least they seem lovely now, if not then :S), and all the friends i miss so much, and all the regrets that i didn't spend enough time in the dept. which i should have, and all the alumni get-togethers that i missed, and the convocation, yes i missed that too,, and being so reserved back then when i should have been more open and friendly, and all the known faces in the pictures whom i saw in the corridor but never cared to talk... but no, this blog turns into a dissection of my procrastination, and a proof of how miserable i am or my life is, which is nothing new though, that's what all my blogs are about! now it's 1am in the morning and i'm blabbering like a drunkard. i should stop this and go back to work. which i'm gonna do just right now.